My stuff is all over my tiny little workspace.
My room is full of useless knick knacks and other items you would find in any pack rat's dwelling.
I love the written word so much I have large piles of paper with random things written on them, mine and other people's.
So can you imagine how real the desire in me is to just take a match and burn everything?
It was a high school fantasy that when I graduate from that school, I would start a bonfire and burn everything. Noli, El Fili, the notes, the handouts, the tests, the questionnaires...
Except my friends had vandalized my notebooks, and I couldn't possibly burn anything that has rantings like FOBulous' desire for my ballpen, our declarations of "free space" on... well, free space, and others like it. I couldn't. I haven't.
College? Well, I barely took notes, and I always promptly disposed of notes from sh!t-a$s subjects like... well, you can guess, I'm sure.
I should know better. I should be well aware of what scraps will make sense months, even years from now, and which I can just dispose of.
I hate this.
Burn, baby, burn.
but not today.
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